Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Respect





































The r-word is just another word in our vocabulary.  Another word that we took from the dictionary and changed it to define common things in life.  I hear it everyday.  I realize that it is a word that is ingrained in our society and people use it without even thinking about its true meaning.

What does it mean to be retarded?

I can tell you what it doesn’t mean…

It’s not when you forget something.

It doesn’t mean when someone is driving bad.

It is not a way that you look in your outfit.

It's not your hair on a "bad" day.

It doesn’t mean when you put money in the soda machine and it doesn’t give you change.

It’s not when you trip in front of your friends. 

It doesn’t mean when your cell phone, iPod or computer isn’t working.

According to Merriam-Webster Dictionary, the word retarded means “slow or limited in intellectual or emotional development or academic progress.”

You may not mean to use the word in a hurtful way but each time I hear the word, I cringe.  I cry on the inside.  For Kayla.

You see, none of us choose our circumstances in life.  None of us choose if we are born male or female, black or white, short or tall, typical or disabled.

Kayla didn’t choose to be born with Down syndrome…and it is not because my husband or I did something “wrong”…it just happened.  Down syndrome is the most common occurring genetic disorder caused when the 21st chromosome has 3 copies instead of just two. 

So when you use the word retarded, whether you realize it or not, you are hurting a population of people that just like you, didn’t choose their circumstances. 

Kayla didn’t choose to have to work harder to accomplish her goals.  She didn’t choose to be different than you.  She didn’t choose to be looked at or judged as being disabled.

What I do know about Kayla is this…
She loves unconditionally.
She is amazingly self-confident.
She works hard everyday.
She is extremely intelligent.
She finds joy in everything.

While she may have to work harder to keep up with her peers…she is a completely typical, completely sassy five year old.  She knows how to say no and voice her opinion.  She can read, write, count, sing and do just about everything else her typical peers do.  She loves Justin Bieber, cheerleading and shopping for new clothes.

So…this is Kayla.  Her diagnosis is Down syndrome but it will never define who she is…and neither will the r-word.  While we may not be able to control our circumstances, we were all born with the ability to choose.  Our life is filled with choices everyday.  What we do, what we say and how we react to others.  So when you call yourself, your friends or objects around you retarded, that is your choice.  But I am entitled to my opinion; which will always be that your choice to use that word is degrading and demeaning.  Please know that while you may choose to define yourself as such, that word will never define what Kayla is or who she will become in life.

So yes, while it may take Kayla longer to learn things in life, she still deserves the same things that you do...to be accepted, treated kind, and most of all respected.  So…if you choose to use an r-word…how about respect?  I can only imagine how great this world would be if we all respected each other.  While we may not be able to choose our circumstances in life, we can choose how we treat people.  Recognizing the words we choose frame how we think about others, please consider exchanging the word retarded for respect.  For Kayla...and all of her friends.  Thank you.

Monday, March 5, 2012

We walked...

We walked on Washington.  We conquered Capitol Hill.  We spread our message to our Congressman and Senators in an attempt to improve the futures of all people with disabilities.

It is no surprise, I am sure, that people with intellectual disabilities are not treated the same in society.  We fight to break down stereotypes everyday...but the inequality doesn't stop at stereotypes, unfortunately.  I have no doubt that Kayla is going to change the minds of many and this trip to Washington helped to confirm that.  People love her.  She is charming, magnetic and kind.  While she is only five...and stands at just 41 inches tall, she lights up any room she enters.  With her shimmery blue eyes and her sparkling smile, she exudes confidence and I beam with pride.  So while we had a message to spread to our Congressman and Senators, without her, our message...our voice would not have had an adorable face to go with it.

What was our message?  Sign the ABLE Act.  Today Kayla cannot own more than $2,000.  She cannot be worth more than $2,000.  Truth.  Sad but true.  Why?  She receives medical benefits from the government.  Most people with disabilities have medical benefits provided by the government but are not able to be worth more than $2,000 or they will lose those benefits.  Kayla can't get money for birthday presents.  We can't save for her college or her future.  We cannot leave her our house or a car.  Her grandparents cannot leave her anything in their wills.  She can't be worth more than $2,000.  Well...there is one way to save money for her future...a Special Needs Trust...but this trust has several issues...
1.  It doesn't transfer from state to state should you move.
2.  It is super complicated.
3.  It costs several thousand dollars to set up...so...truth be told, we'd be using every dollar we would have to give to Kayla just to set up the trust.

And why not allow her the same right as everyone else?  Why should we not be able to save for her future?  She is a person, with a voice...and should have the same rights.  This is why we walked.  She is the reason we fight for equality.  We fight for Kayla and her 350,000 friends living in the United States that also have Down syndrome.  We fight for them.  All of them.

If Kayla were of working age today...why work?  Why attempt to be a contributing member of society if she would be penalized for it?  Many people with disabilities are fully capable of working but don't because it doesn't make financial sense because they will lose their medical benefits.  The system is broken and must be fixed.

So what is the ABLE Act?  If passed, it will be a vehicle of savings that is similar to a 529 education account.  It will allow people with disabilities to save for their future without losing their medical benefits.  The one difference is it doesn't have to be used for education...because not all people with disabilities are on a post-secondary education track...and that's ok...but they should not be penalized for trying to be independent, contributing members of society.  That's my soapbox.  I'll step down for a moment...but if you feel inclined, contact your local congressmen and senators and ask them to sign the ABLE Act, for Kayla.

This was just one ask we had of our senators and congressmen...we had a few others...but we went from office to office spreading our message, conveying our asks.  Rick was amazing.  He knows policy and government affairs like no other.  Every day he amazes me with how much he cares about Kayla and how much he wants to make a difference in the lives of all of her friends with disabilities.  He was a beast in each office...kind and compassionate but demanding.  A perfect balance.  Because I know if it were me talking I would either cry or get heated.  You know, that momma bear instinct...protect the cub.

First stop was Senator Carper's office.
He was very kind and actually gave Kayla his autograph.  She was very excited.
Once inside his office she went into serious business mode...listening, taking note...
Next stop was Senator Coons...
He was so kind and caring.  He got down on her level and made conversation with Kayla...even getting her to show off her muscles.  You better watch out, Senator, we wouldn't want to make her have to flex those muscles to make you sign the ABLE Act...it's better just to do what she says...trust me...

Next we visited with Congressman Carney...
He already supports the Down syndrome community.  He signed onto the Down syndrome caucus this past year.  We are so grateful for his support and hope he will sign the ABLE Act.
Throughout the two days we were also able to meet and greet with tons of other amazing people.
Like Brad Hennefer...


We have met him several times and he never ceases to amaze me.  He goes by B-rad because he is a superstar...and that's the nickname his teammates gave him...and it just stuck.  He played varsity basketball and is an amazing golfer with even more amazingly supportive parents.  Together they have started a non-profit foundation, teaching people with Down syndrome how to golf...it's called Golf for Life.

Bridget Brown...


Seriously...can she be any cuter?  We have met Bridget a few other times, as well.  In fact, Kayla and Bridget were both contestants in the Miss You Can Do It Pageant this summer.  She is an amazing speaker and advocate for people with Down syndrome.  You can check Bridget out here.

Sara Wolff

I have had the pleasure of hearing Sara speak on a few occasions.  She is amazingly motivational...and beautiful inside and out...to find out more about Sara, check her out here.

Dr. Brian Skotko
I don't even know where to begin...I am in awe of this man.  Dr. Skotko is an amazing doctor but even more amazing brother.  His sister, Kristin, just happens to have Down syndrome.  Dr. Skotko is a board certified geneticist at the Children's Hospital Boston.  He has written books, conducted important studies and quite simply made a huge impact in the lives of people with Down syndrome...and their families.  He couldn't be more amazing...

Representative Cathy McMorris Rodgers
Representative McMorris-Rodgers has a son, Cole, that just happens to have Down syndrome.  I truly believe that some people have been placed in positions of power to help others.  She is one of those people.  Her political strength will no doubt help many people with Down syndrome in years to come.  I am so grateful for her.

Michelle Witten and Abbey Perlmutter
Both of the Global Down Syndrome Foundation of Denver, Colorado.  Michelle has a daughter that has Down syndrome and together with her family started the foundation.  They are amazing people doing the most wonderful things for people with Down syndrome.  It also doesn't hurt that they have world-renowned Down syndrome experts working there!  Michelle is simply an inspiration...
And Abbey...well, Kayla just loved Abbey...
Madeleine Will
Madeleine has been an advocate for people with Down syndrome for over 30 years!  She is currently the Director of the Policy Center for the NDSS and is so wonderful...and so is that cute little boy, Nicholas, by the way...

And lastly...
Congressman Pete Sessions
Just another day in DC...Kayla hanging out with politicians...fist pumpin' and blowin' it up...

Congressman Sessions spoke about being a fraternity brother of Pi Kappa Alpha...and I have always been a proud sorority sister of Alpha Xi Delta, but Congressman Pete Sessions, of Texas, reminded me just how amazing greek organizations can be.  Congressman Sessions has two sons, Bill {president of his chapter of Pi Kappa Alpha} and Alex {who just happens to have Down syndrome}.  Holding back tears, the congressman explained how proud he is of his fraternity.  This  weekend, Alex was initiated as an honorary brother.  But his pride reaches beyond that.  The congressman has received texts and emails, from men who have never met Alex, stating they couldn't wait to call Alex their brother.  That is the true meaning of brotherhood.  Ties that reach far beyond friendship.  Inclusion.  At the end of the day, that's all we really desire.  To be included.  All of us.  Despite our differences.

We went to Washington, DC with the NDSS Buddy Walk on Washington to ensure Kayla will have the same access to living her fullest potential as her typical peers.  If I accomplish nothing more in my life, I hope to gain a brighter future for all people with intellectual disabilities.  Ensuring their abilities don't go untapped or unnoticed.

We all deserve to live our best life...and I will ensure that Kayla's life is extraordinary.
Live your best life and along the way be sure to help those around you live their best lives, too...


Sunday, March 4, 2012

Forever and a day...

I know...I know it truly has been forever and a day since my last post.  I must confess...there were days I tried...like really hard to blog.  I just couldn't.  Our home was bit by the bug.  The germ bug.  Bad.  The nasty, gross, hacking-coughing, phlegm oozing kinda germ bug.  All three of us.  We just passed it to each other.  Back and forth...because that's how we roll.  In all fairness, I did teach Kayla how to share.  Guess I shoulda clarified.  This went on for weeks...well over a month...fun stuff.

While we were horizontal lately more than vertical, we have still managed to accomplish tons.  So while I know it has been forever and a day since I last blogged, please know it is just because I haven't had the energy to move my fingers across the keyboard, let alone think long enough to piece together thoughts worthy of reading...

So...here's a recap of what has been happening in the casa de Kosmalski.  Don't worry, I'll spare you the details of our sickness and give you nothing but the good stuff...

The Polar Bear Plunge
This was our second year braving the elements of the cold winter to jump into freezing cold water...all in the name of raising money for Special Olympics.  Maybe I should confess...Rick braved the elements.  I stood behind my lens in a warm coat.
The weekend was filled with fun activities and I was lucky enough to be able to work with TLC's The Next Great Baker's contestants.  They were in town competing in a Cake Off benefiting the Special Olympics and I acted as their concierge for the weekend.
What a crew!  They were all so fun to be around and some even braved the frigid water to help spread a message of acceptance for people with disabilities.

The fact is, people follow...and people love to follow celebrities.  By taking a stand and running into the freezing ocean in February, people take note and listen to the message.  So thank you, bakers, for sending a message...and for a great weekend.  You are all amazingly talented.

100 day
Kayla celebrated 100 days of kindergarten by created a gumball machine.  The task was to submit a collection of 100 items.  Kayla wanted to collect 100 pom pons...cheerleading pom pons...not gonna happen.  We then went running to the basement...in search of 100 anything.  When I came across these, Kayla exclaimed "gumballs".  Perfect.

Valentines
This was the first year Kayla had to...or was even able to...write all of the names of her friends on the envelopes of her Valentine's.  She even had to write their "Post Office" number.  She got way into it.  The stickers, the writing.  She loved it.  She took so much pride in herself...and I beamed with pride right beside her...She has come such a long way this year with her writing.
Birthday Party
Kayla was invited to a birthday party of one of her classmates...I know it sounds silly but every time she gets an invite I tear up.  Knowing she is included...just melts my heart.
Kayla really got into this party...it was at Creation Station...a local pottery painting place.  She chose her pottery and got right to work.  I had no idea how serious she would take picking her colors and painting...
My favorite thing looking around the table was seeing Kayla as just one of the kids.  She was...she is...she just fits right in.  And while I realize that may not last forever, I am soaking it up today.
Dr Seuss
Celebrating Dr. Seuss's birthday...a kindergarten tradition.  Honoring the man that wrote so many amazing books for children.  Kayla had big plans for Wacky Wednesday.  It looked something like this...

I made the fascinator which Kayla adored and while she normally loves matching from head-to-toe, I think she secretly desires to dress like this everyday.  Who wouldn't?  I mean seriously...this outfit is just plain fun.


Another post coming very soon...pinky promise.  We haven't been sitting still lately...we've been on a whirlwind tour lately...DC, NYC...oh the life of a five year old.  Lots of stories to tell...